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What is coming

I'VE GROWN EMOTIONALY INTO A STAGNENT VICTIM OF TV
I DONT KNOW MYSELF ANYMORE THESE "QUESTIONS?" CONTINUE TO DISEASE MY SOUL MY ADULT TENDENCIES SEEM CHILDLIKE TO SPITE ALL OF THE WEAKNESS I DON'T BELIEVE IN ME TOO BUSY BELIEVING YOUR BLATANT SUGGESTIONS MY MESSIAH REIGNS FEAR WITH ELECTRICITY MURDERING THE IDEAS THAT WERE SWIMMING THOUGH ME YOUR-LOVE YOUR-FEAR YOUR-FATE MY LOVE WILL NOW DI-SIN-TE-GRATE WHAT'S BECOMING OF ME IS WHAT IS COMING FOR YOU WHAT IS COMING FOR ME IS WHAT I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE END MIGHT BE NO BLOOD OR DISEASE THE BLIND WILL DIE PRAYING ON THERE KNEES IT'S NOT WHAT I EVER WANTED IT TO BE MY EYES STAY CLOSED TO THE THINGS I SHOULDN'T SEE

 

Society prepares the crime

Cornered in this evil room so tired I can't sleep As tired as a God who's wondering what's wrong with everything All this waste builds up inside I wish a place to hide Empty fears to ballroom cheers A struggle to survive Mister can you tell me why we're all alive Can you at least answer that one question right We're born in to this world unsure of what's in store Waiting for the reasons we're prepared to die for Society prepares the crime but the criminal commits it Fiendish thoughts of what God has done unceasing in my mind The book man wrote is nothing more than a guideline to our life Feel the beast who marks this land in search of who we are First you cry-live-then you die. WHY IS LIFE SO HARD?
 

Deceive

He knew his life was almost gone The end stood just three letters from fate He knew his love was the demon No time to change the sin he relayed And now he lays alone in a cold world Waiting for the end to come Dreaming about all the good times He inflicted on everyone What is there left to believe You are who you deceive She loves too much to be happy Her pain reflects the tears in his eyes Her truth is dulled by intention Her love is waiting to die And now she is alone with her lies A past she won't be able to change He hates what she's done to his reasons She's painted their portrait with pain
 

Mistake

Completion is my reason I'm slicing through decisions Like I'm gonna cut into you with words so deep They can't be true You should'nt live to regret mistake you've made You should'nt waste the life you're too late to save It's growing darker now because it's becoming too late I'll carry on your big mistake BIG MISTAKE BIG MISTAKE I'LL PERPETRATE YOUR BIG MISTAKE Your reasons are my nemesis I'm regretting all the things I wished I'm seeing you now in a terrible truth I can't believe I did this to you I see you and your glazed over eyes reminds me of all your twisted lies Your hands folded you look so fake Your dying proof of your mistake YOUR MISTAKE YOUR MISTAKE YOU ARE NOW YOUR MISTAKE
 

To Thine Own Self

Taste kills smell the obvious lie Your skin steams with the smoke from hell Lips whisper words with illicit response Your eyes glisten with a curious swell Flowing skin like flames the light flickers a loving stench My hands press you in to a place your concience never went The size of life expands-the warm liquid runs through your hands The dying soul increases in the space that you release it in Sensation has climbed in to the dark Lick the spot-make everything clean Sweat drapes over everything with the fear that makes tomorrow mean Deflowering you with the heat that cries to make it hurt again It almost feels like love likes pain the rage that makes you shove it in Emotion has no place here Illusion and replacement-unpredictable fear The feeling makes you need it Take my love and shove it in

Thought I Kill

IM A VICTIM LIKE A CHILD DEPENDANT ON RAGE USING THE AGGRESSION THAT FILL THE AIR TO LOOK INTO YOUR FACE I CAN SMELL WHATS ROTTING FIST FLY AS I'M RUNNING THE OPENINGS BECOMING ON A FACE THAT SEEMS SO STUNNING YOU DIE AND ROSES BLOOM I DECIDE ON A FITTING TOMB MY RAINBOWS BLACK AND WHITE YOUR THE THOUGHT I KILL TONIGHT YOU SHATTER ME AND ALL THE DREAMS ARE A LIE I KNOW TOO MUCH TOO MUCH TO LIVE LIKE THIS IM PROUD ENOUGH TO DIE I ESCAPE THROUGH A TRANCE YOU CANT DEFY YOU SHATTER ME WITH DISEASE THAT FILLS YOUR EYES ARMS RAISED TO CHALLENGE THE SKY FUCK FATE MY HATE WILL NEVER DIE A RACE TO WIN TO BE THE FIRST TO DIE YOUR BE THE THOUGHT I KILL TONIGHT
 

Impossible

I can't believe this is real.I'm to far inside myself to care.The same claws that scratch you to the soul are the same weapons that are bleeding me. **The same poison that shoots from your eyes.Bleeds on to a soul that's decaying from the inside.The water is me and I'm falling slowly,Now everything is impossible.The space inside you is full.Fuck you ,I'm emptying my fever all over you.I'm starting to slowly realize where I am.........Inside of you. Where am I now? Your lost in yourself.. My private hell,Your lost in yourself I stare in the mirror I've lost my will Will it ever stop? Now it's impossible.. I lived my life the way I wanted too,I've made choices you would never make.The same claws that scratch you to the soul,point to the chances that I take. **repeat I've grown now,into a victim.I lost my soul in this mindless kingdom.I know now what I never knew before. I stare up at god dying on the floor..**repeat
 

Scabs

A pile of atrophy nothing will get to me I'm above you all I'm supreme look at me I speed through what keeps you tied Cause I've got nothing to hide The words spill out- they keep me alive Like the reasons I can't figure out Cause I'm blinded by white and wanting to shout Kill the light I can't cope with the sound Everything floods me when I'm coming down I wish you'd kill me. Scratching and ripping the scabs off my soul as I'm getting stuck and I am under control The feelings get weak as my words fade away Stuck in a shell I'm remembering me Overcome with the action that kills my reaction I'm trapped inside of being me When I want to escape it shoves my life in my face And says eat what I give you to be I'm drowning in the feelings I never knew I had Feeling good in a world that is mad My savior he's hiding my feeling from me I hate just to love what is bad to feel free
 

Stripped Down

My hands extend out in front of freedom To molest the thought that's destroying me My eyes guide my swollen disease I'll inject you with the decay that stripped me clean I'll make you pay for the shape I'm in The little thoughts that pave my road to sin I'm just a speck of what is real I'll bring it in to view with the pain I make you feel My freedom is my demise I keep seeing it where it lies It lies in the life I've missed Stripped down to this